Yeah, I vent alot

[figmo]

Most of the time when I have lots of time to write in my journal, it's because:

• I don't have enough going on in my life.
• I'm too sick to deal with whatever is supposed to be going on in my life.

Either way, these are less-than-pleasant situations.

I realized folks reading my LJ who don't know me well enough or in person might think all I do in person is whine, moan, and complain and never joke around. Um...when I'm out joking around and getting stuff done, I'm usually too busy to update my journal.

In person, I'm very proactive. I like getting things done. Not getting things done drives me nuts. When I can take action to fix things, I do. When I can't, I complain because it's all I can do.

Hence, when I'm updating my journal, it's often because I'm not up to getting much of anything done, so....

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[lothie.livejournal.com]

Honestly, it's mostly the CFIDS that's bugging me, and that's been the case since late in 2002. Dusty leaving kicked it off and it's just been one stress after another since then, even when I'm happy.