Why am I so rattled these days?

[figmo]

I don't get it. I've eaten. Warren's wonderful. Lady's lovely. Work is well. Even my cramps aren't as bad as they've been the last couple of months.

I have a house. My paycheck arrives well before the mortgage is due.

Why do I want to crawl into a hole and cry?

Comments

[tsjafo.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Dunno

[mannoftalent.livejournal.com]

Life is weird sometimes. I recommend doing something nice for yourself...

[browngirl.livejournal.com]

You've been through a lot lately. Sometimes we don't realize how bruised we are till we can sit down in quietude.

Do something nice for yourself. I wish I could send you some homemade jerk paste. :)

With hugs,
A.

[ladymondegreen.livejournal.com]

Just because you get a few good days doesn't mean the hurting goes away immediately. Jordan's right, do something that makes you happy, and if it makes Warren happy too it's a plus.

*big hugs*
LMG

Hi there

[the-magician.livejournal.com]

probably for the same reason I do and hawkida does, that is, not good reason, you just do ....

... I blame the Milk Marketing Board or the Boy Sprouts or the SMOFs or someone, anyone really, it's so much more hopeful than being told "because that's just the way you feel, there is no reason and time is the only cure ..." (not counting death of course ... and wouldn't it be annoying to find that you feel for all eternity what you were feeling before death?!)

It's so hard for intelligent rational people to accept that there are things in life that there are no explanations for ... "why did he/she dump me?", "why doesn't he/she love me?", "why does my boss hate me?" (well, there *is* an explanation for that, but we won't go into it!) and "why do I feel so low when life is going well?" which is what we've both had and for which I still haven't found an explanation (aside from random chemical depression, which is comforting because it means that it isn't anything we've done or not done or a malevolent universe)